Three month progress report

I have initiated the project of improving my speech for three months. I remembered that I started this mighty project on July 4th of 2007. This is the turning point of my altitude of stuttering. Three months have passed, the improvement is incredible. I would like to thank my friend again for her showing me the way. I prayed for my improvement before. I prayed for our happiness before. During my praying to god, I reallized that the change is a must. I have to improve myself to make everything happen in a predicted way. This is the message from the heavenly father. He loves me. I reallized that he is using my speech impediment to convert me. When I changed my perception of my stuttering, from an impediment, disadvantage to a challenge and gift. God is using this to test my faith. He has a bigger plan for me. He is using my friend to enlighten me.
God shows me the way, I am doing the job. I did not let a single day pass without practising. Since July 4th, I wake up at 6:00 am every morning, and go out for excercise, pray and practice. I face this challenge directly. I will not hold myself back again no matter what happens next. I will go straight ahead to face the reality, challenge. I will win.
Acutally, this project I am currently working with is not just a training for my speech. It is a comprehesive program based on principles and values of Jesus. The book I am working on now is the ten scrolls from the "the greatest salesman in the world". It is a very inspiring book. Now I have already finished 8 scrolls. By end of this year, I will finish all the ten scrolls.
At first, I could not get up in the morning. I feel that my eyes are sour. However, with my determination, I got over that difficult period of time. Now, every morning, I could hear that there is a voice calling me. No matter how many hours I could sleep in the evening, I get up at 6:00am in the morning everyday. Even though I did not fall a sleep at all during the night, I still got up at 6:00 am. After the exercise, training and praying, I feel very good in my body, mode and every aspect of myself. It is a renewal process. I am renewed everymoring. With this project, my health improved a lot. I still have some problems in concentration because I have some other issues and emotions to deal with.
This Tuesday when I was in the Toastmaster meeting, I did two table topics and also take the rule of an evaluator and timer. When I was on the podium, I feel the difference from previous experience. I still stutter, however, I feel that I could communicate very well. I did a wonderful job in the meeting
Today, I went to the Fall job fair. Although today's job fair does not have any positions are matching my expertise, I stayed there about one hour and talked to almost every presenters. I have been in this job fair before, I just look around and did not go to chat with the presenter. This time is so different, I am so customed to chat with various hosts and sometimes make some jokes. It is so relieving. The project has such a big impact on me. I wanted to share this experience with my friend. I wrote her a email but I did send it out. I wanted to call her; however, I just restrain myself from doing this. I have promised not to call her. I do not want to disturb her.
I will continue the project now matter what happens next. No matter it is a sunny day or rainy day. No matter it is hot or cold. I will continue. I will continue this project for at least two year. I will make a difference. I will be a mirale with God's touches.
Recently, I watched the video of Nick, no limb, no arm, no worries. It inspired me and touched me so much. I posted this video in my blog and also sent a email to my friend. I hope my friend has watched the video. I believe this is god's message. He shows me the way to go by using Nick as model. Everyone has unlimited potential. With god's help and your faith, there is no impossibles.