fun?

I have to do a lot for this semester, Jade's horrible professional paper, another two papers from Larry and Ward. We were planing to have a fun, and it was indeed good, however, the call came in, I knew it just a common phone, but from him, I suddenly lost all my passion... she never feel that is unsuitable? I dont know it anyway, she is selfish, I cutted off all my connections with other gals, just to make sure I am the only to her, and I have responsibility to her, should not let her down... I wrote a mail to her: 給我的愛人 莉莉， 我知道你也不是故意的，沒有辦法拒絕他的電話和問候，我很想不生氣，可是我很難做到，對每一對相愛的人來說， 愛都是唯一的，自私的，我想你也明白，我知道你們沒有什麽，可是對任何一個男人來說，是很難接受這個狀況的，你是我生活的中心，我不想你不高興，我不知道該怎麽辦，可我是如此的愛你。。。 寶貝，對不起，你的郵箱我從來沒有進去過，隻是有個轉發的程序，我已經刪除了，密碼我是不知道的，如果不信，你就換一個吧。我向你道歉。 愛你的哥哥