頹廢的周末

看看表，4點鍾了，沒有洗臉，沒有刷牙，沒有看書，沒有....倒是煲了一通電話，收獲是個問題？問自己，是不是對自己太harsh了，周末呀，you do not need to feel bad because you are doing nothing, but I can tell I do not feel good, I feel my teeth are so dirty, and my stomach is singing, and my feet are cold. Ok, I still have 8 hours to finish up today, two ways, keep feeling bad because of wasting time or doing something to make myself feel better. Clean myself, feed myself and my pets, clean my room and room I might use...before all of these, I should turn off cell phone and turn off my computer, Oh, I need to turn on radio to know the world outside, I am sure someone is dead or dying in a second, ha ha....what is a day!