6W6D 沒事在家休息

自從禮拜一早上第二次測到懷孕後，就開始懶惰了。禮拜一整天躺在家裏沒動臥，這幾天也找借口不去沙灘打球了。看了小baby的心跳後，忽然就感到真有一個生命在我身體裏成長，真害怕自己做錯事。

本來還沒什麽感覺，讀了幾章 From Here to Maternity 的書以後，開始疑神疑鬼，身體有略微的不適，就覺得是懷孕的反應。除了禮拜二晚上大吃了一頓後，胃口好象一直都很糟糕。昨天量體重還降到131磅，有史以來最低。希望一切還正常吧。

剛才在網上查到的：Many miscarriages happen very early in the pregnancy, before a woman may know she is pregnant. One study found a total miscarriage of 12%, a study using very sensitive early pregnancy tests found that 25% of pregnancies are miscarried by the sixth week LMP. After the age of 35, the risk of miscarriage increases considerably: 1 in 5 or 6. After 40, the risk increases to 1 in 3, and after 45 it is 1 in 2.

1 in 4 pregnancies will end in a miscarriage.

50-60% of first trimester miscarriages and approximately 20% of second trimester miscarriages are due to some type of chromosomal abnormality.

If your first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage there is a 13% chance that you will have a miscarriage with your next pregnancy.

20-30% of women experience spotting during pregnancy, especially during the first trimester and 50% of those women will have a miscarriage.

75% chance of miscarriage within the 1 to 2 week of gestation.

10% chance of miscarriage within the 3 to 6 week of gestatoin. However, once the heartbeat is heard or seen the percentage of miscarriage decreases to approximately 5%.

25% chance of miscarriage within the 6 to 12 week of gestation.

好恐怖啊！一半的 conception 在頭12周都會 mc 的。不過如果見到心跳，mc 的機會就降到 5%。:)

昨天是老公生日，我們到墨西哥餐館吃飯。他這幾天對我很溫柔，也不發火。自己壓力太大的時候，就使勁深呼吸幾口，還笑說要跟我去上呼吸課。我不想跟他多說懷孕的事，知道他也需要一段時間來調整，我多說無益。而且我還很大方的讓他打遊戲，給他一些自己的時間。飯後，他忽然很氣急，說，有了孩子後，他的那些環遊世界的雄偉計劃就不能完成了。我鼓勵他說，可以帶著孩子一起去玩，又說，今年夏天我們也可以出門。我不想勸說他什麽，我知道他自己好好想一想，就知道應該怎樣做了。

讓他最後做做男孩，玩一玩吧。我來先做媽媽。

昨天晚上跟媽媽講電話，又是吵了起來，她還掛了電話。我傷心的到老公那裏訴苦。我怕把baby哭壞了。我沒跟她說。

每次他把手放在我的肚皮上摸，我就覺得很可愛。他說，這個小baby會長得比我還大。又說，我們要把書房騰出來放baby的小床。他怎麽想了那麽遠呢。

昨天到學校跟朋友出去吃飯，也沒告訴她。等下次看醫生之後再說。

晚上睡覺有蚊子，我不敢點蚊香，怕吸進煙味。早上吃了醫生給的藥丸，還吃了香蕉，cereal。今天在家呆多一天，弄弄花園，編編程序，上上網。