Move Along

早上 8 點 40 多分鍾時， CNN 在重播 5 年前雙子中心如何濃煙滾滾然後如何轟然倒塌。世事多變遷，人和人之間、種族和種族之間、人和自然之間、人和未來之間，有著無數的恩怨情仇。生命，在這些永遠說不糾纏不清楚的關係中，到底是怎樣的輪回沒人能夠說得清楚，這不是我應該尋找和回答的命題，雖然這一刻讓我無比憂傷和感慨。其實很不喜歡看新聞，新聞總是讓我看到生活裏很多赤裸裸的苦難和悲哀。

走出屋子，初秋的陽光很暖很暖地映在臉上時，憂傷的眼神也忍不住開始微笑。人間有太多苦難，我們是不能逃避的。當我們不能逃避生老病死、悲歡離合的時候，我們可以去適應，也可以去改變。

人總是渺小的，不能改變太多，所以，我們隻有選擇去適應。有一種勇敢，叫做寬容。教會我去寬容這個不完美的世界，寬容人性眾多的弱點和醜陋，寬容的那一刻，會給心靈無比廣闊的空間，去容納所有哀痛和苦楚，去珍惜所有的溫暖和愛。當曆經生活無數的坎坷和磨難之後，依然能夠樂觀快樂地生活，這是一種難得的幸福。我想，當幸福這樣定義的時候，我是幸福的，雖然我依然會憂鬱哀傷。

和老板談了談近況，雖然心底裏有一種抵觸和不安。這個老板來自印度最上層貴族，很挑剔很苛刻，比較虛榮，錯誤永遠都不會是他的隻能是我的。有些話雖然沒有談，相信他也能明白我很多無言的抵抗。是的，這個世界有時候很殘酷很沒有人情味。人生路途中，總會遇到不同的人，不管這些人曾經如何地傷害和影響我，我都會感謝他們曾經讓我的心靈曆練得更加寬大和強韌，我都會留住心底裏那份不死的頑強，不會因為別人的錯誤而消極地看世界，隻會用他們的錯誤告誡自己將來不要像他們這樣做。我依然真誠地把他當作一個長者去尊重，依然會繼續完成未完的學業。隻是，當有一天我發現自己永遠沒有盡頭的時候，我必須反擊，必須不斷地強大，來保護自己、來尋找自己可以飛翔的軌道。

陽光繼續洋洋灑灑，該好好想想自己該如何往前走了。

送自己一首歌：

Move Along---by The All-American Rejects

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking

When you fall everyone says

Another day and you've had your fill of sinking

With the life held in your hands are shaking cold

These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely

Could be a night when your life ends

Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving

All the pain held in your hands are shaking cold

Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along

Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

(Move along)

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

Right back what is wrong

We move along