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老家

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老家







老家是霧裏的別離,老家是童年的記憶。

老家是父母的愛意,老家是兄妹的親情。

老家是兒時的夥伴,老家是同學的友誼。

老家是彎彎的小河,老家是青青的綠草。

老家是純真的歲月,老家是夢中的牽掛。

老家是不再的從前,老家是難忘的情懷。

林貝卡 2007年 冬 寫於美國






老家 作者:莫小米

我沒老家,生於這個城市,長於這個城市,而且,我童年住過的那個街角,也恰恰就在上一年被拆除,變成為立體交叉橋的一個犄角了。心裏不由地羨慕人家有老家。






正在此時,一位昔日好友的母親來電,說好友昨晚剛從南方飛回。我立即給她去電話。 她的令人羨慕的職業早已使她練就一口極標準流暢的國語,而當我在電話裏很自然地用國語與她交談時(我們在兩地掛長途向來如此),她卻毫不猶豫地對我說起方言來。我立即改口,我明白我犯了個錯誤,此刻她最渴望聽到的是鄉音。






我又明白,對於她,我也是“老家”。我和她曾共同居住過的城市,如今是她的老家而不是我的老愛。她離開了老家,這才有了老家;我沒有老家,是因為我沒有離開老家。






我們需要老家,因為老家是一個離開之後方才擁有的地方。老家讓我們感覺自己正遠走高飛,卻不必害怕風箏斷了線。老家讓我們感覺樹高千丈,又隨時可以葉落歸根。 老家是最初的搖籃,又是最終的歸宿。是一種掙脫又是一種牽扯,是被祝福又是被等待,是最能喚起愁緒,又最能平順心情的地方。






借用普魯斯特傷感的說法:我們徒然回到我們曾經喜愛的地方,我們決不可能重睹它們,因為它們不是位於空間中,而是處於時間裏,因為重遊舊地的人不再是那個曾以自己的熱情裝點那個地方的兒童或少年。





我們無法真正回到老家。每一次渴望回老家的念頭的實現,隻不過是匆匆地一回首罷了。我們可以勇往直前,那樣,便無暇回首,也無需回首。







林貝卡 2007 深秋 於美國

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林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 回複隔花人遠天涯近的評論:

Thank you so much for your messages.
隔花人遠天涯近 回複 悄悄話 每首曲子都有懷念,跳動的不隻是音符,還有我的心。
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 回複SINEAD4273的評論:

My pleasure.

I am not sure what happened to the templet. The articles are not displayed on the screen. It is weird.

Merry Christmas to you and your family,

Rebecca

SINEAD4273 回複 悄悄話
Thank you for so sharing, Rebacca.

Merry Christmas, and Happy New year to you, and your family.
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 回複祁連山的評論:

寫的真好。回不去的老家,忘不了的情懷。
祁連山 回複 悄悄話 老家是一段難舍的情,
老家是溫馨與純真的皈依.
老家是人在旅途永遠的回望.
老家是心靈深處最溫暖的角落!
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 歌曲:老家
演唱:侃侃

http://blog.wenxuecity.com/blogview.php?date=200711&postID=4687
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 回複卡琳的評論:

Thank you.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you,

Rebecca
卡琳 回複 悄悄話 美美貼~欣賞!感受那無法言語的幸福~~童年。。。

祝貝卡 聖誕快樂!
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 回複科夫的評論:

老家是霧裏的別離,
老家是童年的記憶,
老家是兒時的夥伴,
老家是父母的愛意,
老家是兄妹的親情。
老家是同學的友誼,
老家是彎彎的小河,
老家是青青的綠草。
老家是純真的歲月,
老家是夢中的牽掛。
科夫 回複 悄悄話
老家是童年的記憶,印象在昨夜的夢裏...

山湖輝映,水中倒影
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 Gerry Shubert 's Autobiography

I was born and raised in the Washington, D.C. area where my entire family has been an inspiration for my musical endeavors. I was fortunate to be continually surrounded by parents, siblings and extended family who were all involved in music. Thankfully, my parents have always been supportive of my interest in music.

As a young boy, I already knew that music was going to have a special place in my life. I can remember listening to many of my parent’s recordings of classical and popular composers. I particularly admired the music of Gershwin and was fascinated his piece, “Rhapsody in Blue”. Claude DeBussy, the French composer, was also one of my favorites.

At the age of 5, I was so excited about playing the piano that I started asking people to teach me songs on the piano. Then, several years later, I began taking real piano lessons. I can still recall how exciting it felt to learn a new piece of classical music after hearing my teacher play it for the first time.

In high school, I became interested in popular music and studied music theory and jazz. It was around this time that a friend and I put together a 14-piece “soul” band called the Atlantics. It was great and a lot of fun.

From the time I was very young I remember making up little melodies, but it wasn’t until many years later that I learned I could take these melodies and turn them into songs. That was when I met Brad Waarner, a composer, arranger and orchestrator, who has worked on many film scores. Brad took a number of the songs that I had composed and scored them for orchestra. These songs were later produced on my first CD, “Life in the Moment”. This CD has been very successful.

Some time later, I became interested in Jewish music and became inspired to produce and record a number of songs on a CD of traditional Jewish music entitled, “Return to Eden”. Most of the songs are played with a 50-piece orchestra and a chorus of 16 men. It was my goal to preserve the original melodies as faithfully as possible while surrounding them by powerful orchestration and vibrant arrangements.

It is my hope that you find this music to be as inspiring and enjoyable as I do.

http://www.gerryschubert.com/biography.htm
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 Gerry Schubert

Gerry Schubert, Pianist and Composer's latest works include two new exciting CD's, "Life in the Moment" and "Return to Eden."

In "Life in the Moment," Gerry plays his own compositions on piano and combines them with beautiful and soulful orchestrations. We know that you will find the music both relaxing and inspiring.

In "Return to Eden," Gerry has taken well-known traditional Jewish melodies and recorded them in a way which has never been done before - most of the songs on the CD are performed with a 50-piece orchestra and a chorus of 16 men. The results are spectaticular.

http://www.gerryschubert.com/
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 Piano: Going Home
Artist: Gerry Shubert

http://space.wenxuecity.com/media/1197920279.wma
林貝卡 回複 悄悄話 【鋼琴曲】回家 Going Home - 祝您聖誕快樂

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