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(2005-10-17 13:59:04)
Iamgladthatthingsweregoodwithyouandyourparents.Iamnotsurprisedthatyoutoldyourmomaboutme.Itisgoodthatyoucanstilltalkwithyourmomaboutyourpersonallife.Notalotofpeoplehavethatkindofluxury.MyparentswerealwaysbusyandIwasneverclosetothem.IkepteverythingtomyselfsinceIwasveryyoung.Idon'tremembertheyeverheldmeonceafterIstartedschool.Myparentsdeliberatelykeptadistancefromusbecausetheybelievedistancecreatesau...[閱讀全文]
(2005-10-16 20:12:50)
Iamsmilinguncontrollablyrightnow...youreallyamazeme.Actually,
'we'amazeme.'We'havealotmoreincommonthanyouthink,andwhen
Ireadyoure-mail,itleftmewithafeelingthatthethings'we'
haveincommonaretheimportantthings;Theway'we'lookatlife,
appreciatesimplebeauties,ideas,notoverlookinglittlethings...I
cangoon,butIamramblingalready.Andstillsmiling.
Idon'tevenknowwheretobegin,onlytosayth...[閱讀全文]
'we'amazeme.'We'havealotmoreincommonthanyouthink,andwhen
Ireadyoure-mail,itleftmewithafeelingthatthethings'we'
haveincommonaretheimportantthings;Theway'we'lookatlife,
appreciatesimplebeauties,ideas,notoverlookinglittlethings...I
cangoon,butIamramblingalready.Andstillsmiling.
Idon'tevenknowwheretobegin,onlytosayth...[閱讀全文]
(2005-10-15 22:26:27)
Ihopethingsarewelltonight,andthatyoudidn'tgettoobusy!;)
Howwasyourday?I'vemissedyoumorethanIexpectedIthink.AsI
sattodayreading,Ikeptfindingmyselflookingupatthetrees,but
blindtothem...Iwoulddriftoffandthinkofyousmiling,laughing,
talking...andIfeltsocomfortableandhappy.
TonightisoneofthosetimesIwishyouwereheretoseewhatIsee.
Themoonisalmostfull,theskyiscrispandclear...the...[閱讀全文]
(2005-10-14 17:20:44)
Ihavebeenthinkingofyou,constantly...
Myfamilyisduehomeveryshortly,Ihavenotseenthemyet,thoughI
expectthatthingswillbeverytense.Iampreparingmyselfforit
now,andIamsogladyouwroteme...IcanhearyourvoicewhenIread
yourwords,anditsoothesme.
IsmilewhenIhearofyoudreaming...Iwillthinkaboutthattonight
beforeIrest,Isuspect.
Anyway,Ishouldbegoingnow,Ihavetofocusonmytasktonight.
Sp...[閱讀全文]
Myfamilyisduehomeveryshortly,Ihavenotseenthemyet,thoughI
expectthatthingswillbeverytense.Iampreparingmyselfforit
now,andIamsogladyouwroteme...IcanhearyourvoicewhenIread
yourwords,anditsoothesme.
IsmilewhenIhearofyoudreaming...Iwillthinkaboutthattonight
beforeIrest,Isuspect.
Anyway,Ishouldbegoingnow,Ihavetofocusonmytasktonight.
Sp...[閱讀全文]
(2005-10-13 19:55:45)
Iwaswonderingifyouhadenoughsleeptoday,yesterdaywasarealtoughday.IfeltsoterribleyesterdaywhenIshowedupandhewasthere.Evenbeyondthat,Icouldtellthatyesterdaywasn'teasyforyouanyway.IamverysorrythatI'veaddedthatelementtoyourlife.Inevermeanttocomplicatethingswithyou.Forthatmatter,Ineverwantedtomakeyoufeellikeyouhadtomakeanydecisionsregardingyourfamily/personallife.Pleasedon'tmakeanyhastydecisions,okay?Yo...[閱讀全文]
(2005-10-10 21:05:19)
InChineseculture,whatyouplantodoiskindoflikeahermitlivingamongcrowds,oramonkwithoutareligion.Ahermitisinvisibletotheworld,anddoesn'tneedfameormaterialneedsbeyondbasicsurvivalreqest.Lifeissimpleyetservescertaingreatpurpose.Amonkneedstoshedalltheresponsiblitiesandcutoffallthecontactswiththeworld,andrestrainshimselffromthebasichumanemotionsandneeds--happiness,anger,sadness,pleasurefromfood,sex,etc..B...[閱讀全文]
(2005-10-10 18:24:14)
Imissedyousomuchafterlastnight...Therearesomanythingsgoingthroughmymindrightnow,andIthinkonethingthatishardformetoacceptisthatIfinallyDOhavethepersonalfreedomtodoanything,togoanywhere,towrite,see,listen,observenewplacesandpeople.Ihavebeengiventhegiftofhavingonetrueresponsibility,andthatissimplytosurvive.IwantedtogotoBajainsearchofsomething.Idon'twanttosoundclichewhenIsayIamlookingformytrueself,but...[閱讀全文]
(2005-05-31 21:35:29)
紅玫個兒不高，走起路來有點搖搖晃晃，象隻可愛的小白鴨。說她象小白鴨，因為她的皮膚特別白，白到頭發都透出一點點黃，襯得皮膚更是白裏透紅。紅玫畢業時，選了一家在北京郊區的研究所。她對首都北京有著無限的景仰。紅玫喜歡衛國，為此她特別感激介紹人。但是衛國卻對她不冷不熱。兩個人去看了兩場電影，衛國連她的手都沒有牽一下。沒有關係，可能衛國也害[閱讀全文]
(2005-05-31 21:21:11)
淑蘭是M大附屬小學的老師，她跟田振邦結婚後就從M城郊縣的小學調到這裏，一呆就是二十年。二十年裏，她從一個年輕羞澀的新娘子，變成了一個兒子的媽媽，然後是兩個兒子的媽媽。現在，兒子們站在那裏，個頭比她和振邦都要高，虎虎生氣。[閱讀全文]
(2005-05-25 19:47:35)
第一個是我的同事。她是個非常認真的人，工作兢兢業業，作人一絲不苟。她因為成績好，又積極向上，所以在學校早早入了黨，工作後也一直仕途順利，如果不出國，她在國內的研究所現在也肯定身居要職了。她出國是跟LG出來的。她和LG是大學同學，但她LG不是黨員。我這個同事跟LG感情很好，雖然後來她得了一種慢性病，經常發作，對生活有一定的影響，可是她LG對她嗬護[閱讀全文]
