TheysayoutofahundredthatwalkintoaBJJdojo,onegetshisbluebelt.
It'sunbelievableIcouldbetheone:I'vedonenothingspecial;Ijustshowup
andtrainhard.
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Sundaymorning,afteronepageofthedicitonaryovercoffee,Iwatchedafew
jiu-jitsuvideosandaround11:00am,decidedtogogroceryshopping.Wejustran
outofextra-softtofuandithadbeenawhilesinceIlastbraisedmackerel.I
crossedtheCaltraintrackatSanAntoniostationandonmytrustede-bikesped
downCentralExpress.
Afterafewrainyandcloudydayslastweek,aclearblueskylookedcheering.
Themid-daysunwasbeaming...[
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EarlyOctoberbroughtasombereveningwhenparentsthrongedtheschooltheater
foronehourofpaneldiscussiononsubstanceabuseandespeciallyfentanyl.Mr.
EdTernanwholostacollegesontoaninnocent-lookingpilldrovethemessage
home:asaparent,youhavetobeaware.Themeetingwaswell-timedasBilljust
finishedreadingabookonthehistoryofopium.
Itslowcostanddosagehavemadefentanylthekiller,Mr.Ternansaid.Unlike
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Injiu-jitsu,wedrilltocommitthemovestomusclememorysothatwhenthe
timecomesreflexeskickinautomatically.Thenumberofrelativepositionsis
mind-bogglingandatinychangecanmakeaworldofdifference.Therefore,
theattacksanddefenseonlyperfectovertimeandpracticeisessential.In
October,Ihaveprogressedinthepapercutterchoke(PCC)andtheupa.
ThePCCisoneofmymaincross-sideattacksandIhavehadit...[
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IntothesecondhalfofOctober,ithascooleddownquiteabit.Mornings
alreadyfeelchilly,thegingkocrownsareturninggolden,andeverywherethe
motorsofleafblowersremindpeopleoftheseason.
Saturday,Billtookabreakfromjiu-jitsuandrode20milestohisoldhouse
inFremont.HetookTim'se-bike,agiftfrommomayearagowhichhadsince
beengatheringdustinthehallway.Billhimselfwouldneverbuyatoylikethat
butbe...[
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Thismonth,Ihaveshowedupfivetosixtimesaweek,stoppedfighting,and
feltclear-headedinmytraining.Ihaveanalyzedpositionsmoreandasa
result,mistakeshavetrulybecomelessons.Everyday,Ilookforwardtosparring
whereIhaveachancetoimprovemytechnique.
Onenight,IwascaughtbyStevefromthehalf-guardbottomwithakimura.I
revisitedthepositionandsuccessfullydefendedseveralsimilarattemptsfrom
othersinthe...[
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Myformulaforgreatnessinahumanbeingisamorfati:thatonewantsnothingtobedifferent,notforward,notbackward,notinalleternity.Notmerelybearwhatisnecessary,stilllessconcealit...butloveit.-Nietzsche[
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Septemberwasanamazingmonthforme.Mytraininghasbecomemoretechnical,I
learntafewgreatmoves,newandoldinjurieshealedwell,andmyenergyseemed
tohavereachedanunprecedentedlevel.
AttheendofMarkandJay'sseminarearlyinthemonth,threeofmytraining
mates,amongwhomGelstartedalmostthesametimeasI,werepromotedto
bluebelt.Standinginline,Ithoughtnexttheyweregoingtocallmeandwas
scaredasIdidn'...[
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ThelastweekofSeptemberfeltenergetic.IliftedweightonSundayandtrained
jiu-jitsueveryday.Recoveryhadneverbeenbetter.Fridaywasopenmatwhere
addictspairedupandwentforfive-minuterounds.Istayedback,stillnot
feelinguptoonefullhourofnon-stoprolling.Ididitonceandhadtorest
thenextthreedays.Iworkedonafewbugs,walkedtwiceintheneighborhood,
readthedictionary,andcookedapotofjjigae.Towardtheendofthed...[
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Whenisamistakenotamistake?Inlanguageatleast,theanswertothis
questionis"Wheneveryoneadoptsit,"andonrareoccasions,"Whenit'sinthe
dictionary."
Thewordinternecinepresentsacaseinpoint.Today,itusuallyhasthemeaning
"relatingtointernalstruggle,"butinitsfirstrecordeduseinEnglish,in
1663,itmeant"foughttothedeath."Howitgotfromonesensetoanotherisa...[
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