Ihaveaguyontheteamwhoisuniqueinmanyways.Heisthemostself-centricpersonIknow.Ihaveneverseensuchawidegapbetweenotherpeople'sperceptionofhimandhisownself-perception.Delutionalistheword.
Hehasgoodtechnicalskills.Thatwaswhatmademehirehim,eventhoughIknewhehadissueswithhispreviousboss.IthoughtIwouldbeabletobringthebestoutofhim.Thatwasmyfirstmistake.Hisperformancewaserratic.Hewouldshowgoodworksometimes...[閱讀全文]
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Madeanappointmentwiththedoctortodoaphysicalcheckup.Idon'tthinkthereisanythingwrongwithme.Iamthinkingofjoiningayogaclass.MymainproblemisthatIcan'tstopmymindworkingonproblemsatwork,especiallyatthebeginningandtheendofaproject.Atthebeginning,therearealotofissuesinarchitectureandalgorithmsthatneedtobeworkedout.Attheend,therearealotofbugstobefixedandtheybecomehardertofixastheprojectapproachesitsend.Mayb...[閱讀全文]
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JustcamebackfromHZ.Igotawindowseatandsleptthewholeflight.Thetripwasmuchmoretolerable.Fromnowon,Iwillrequestwindowseatsforlongdistanceflight.Thingsseemdifferentthistime.IammuchlessemotionalleavingHZ.Thingsseemtohaveturnedforthebetterintheofficetoo.Therewillbeanewexcitingproject.Mysonlearnedhowtoreadandhowtostarthisbike.Iwastoldhelearnedhowtowalkonhisskatestoo.Seemsallgoodnews.Whatisgoingon?
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(2011-05-21 20:22:02)
Iamgoingawaytomorrow.It'shardtoleavehimagain.Iwentskatingandswimmingwithhim.Weplayedbaseballintheyard.Hegotafewgoodhits.Weplayedmarioracegame.Hefinishedfirstinthelastgame.Icanseehewashappy,tryinghardtofightbackthebiggrin.
Iwillbebacksoon,son.Iwillalwayskeepyouinlove'smagicplace.[閱讀全文]
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(2011-05-19 18:14:17)
IamgoingbacktoHZonSunday.Thedateisapproaching.Ihaveamixedfeelingaboutit.Thereistheanticipationfactor.Itwouldbeawelcomechangeofscenary.ButIalsomissbeingwithmyson.Forsomereason,Ifeelguiltytowardshimallthetime.Iwanttogivehimtheworldbutfellfarshort.Goodintentiononlyisnotenough.Icannotcontrolmyoutburstsometime.Iyellathimonlytofeelsorrylater.Thenitisover-compensating.Resentmentbuildsupslowly.EventuallyI...[閱讀全文]
(2011-05-17 20:59:05)
TheyplaythissongoftenatCoco.Ihearditontheradioafewdaysago.Itstartledme.IthoughtIwerebackintheclub.Ihaven'tbeendrinkingsinceIcameback.ItisweirdthatIcanturnitonandofflikethat.
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Allrelationshipsgobaddespiteofallthegoodintentionsonbothsides.HecansayIamthebestdesignerhe'sworkedwith.IcansayheisthebestbossI'vehad.Butthefactofthematteriswetreadseeingeachother.Wehavelessandlesscommoninterestatwork.Wehavedriftedapart.Whathappensinworkplaceistheylikeyouaslongasyouarenecessary.
ManytimesIvowedtokeepintouchwithsomeone.AlotoftimesIwasonlysayingthat.ButIdidmeanitinafewtimes.Itisn...[閱讀全文]
ManytimesIvowedtokeepintouchwithsomeone.AlotoftimesIwasonlysayingthat.ButIdidmeanitinafewtimes.Itisn...[閱讀全文]
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IwasreadingabookonSydneyCrosbytomysonandtherewasalinewhereCrosbysaid"youcanmakeitifyoutry".Itisfunnythosesuccessfulpeoplesaythat.Theydon'tknowhowmanymorepeopletriedjustashardifnotharderbutfailed.Theywouldlookdownonpoorpeopleandsaytheywerelazy.Butthereareonlysomanysuccessinthisworld.Someonehastolose.That'sthething.Peoplecannotrelatetothingsthatdidn'thappentothem.ThelyricsinSineadO'Conner'ssonggoesl...[閱讀全文]
