gotcontactwithpapayesterday,hesoundsreallyhappyandhavealotofthingstotellme~~
lifecanbewonderfulbutitdependsonurideasandattitude.Itrymybesttohaveahappylifetomyselfandtoothers.Frequentelygotcallfromotherswhoisgrumpyandswearaboutsththatmakethemunhappyandgrumpy.
Iwanttobehappy,everlasting.andilovebooks,thosedecent,gratefulandgraceful,romanceandclassicones.
Ihavemylife,andonthewaytoforwarda...[閱讀全文]
personal function paradise
四不象的私人空間
博文
(2006-12-11 01:40:23)
(2006-12-09 08:16:48)
therearelotsofthingsthatIshouldbepatientandhavealesson,andtechnically,therearealotofthingsthatIdontunderstand,whichincludemyself.
Ithoughteverythingisoverwithhimbutdontknowwhystillhaveideawithhim,esp.whengoingtonightclubing,pubandkaraokewithfriendsinnighttime.AmIoverinthispersonwhomIdidnt,dontandwillnotmeantofallintowithbutjustonlyatmyside.WhencanIgetoverwiththis?Heknowsme,understandwhatIliket...[閱讀全文]
Ithoughteverythingisoverwithhimbutdontknowwhystillhaveideawithhim,esp.whengoingtonightclubing,pubandkaraokewithfriendsinnighttime.AmIoverinthispersonwhomIdidnt,dontandwillnotmeantofallintowithbutjustonlyatmyside.WhencanIgetoverwiththis?Heknowsme,understandwhatIliket...[閱讀全文]
(2006-12-06 06:29:20)
dontknowwhatgoesaroundhere,everythingseemsscrewedup,includingmyself.
Laptopseemshavinga"bigcomplain"tomeasIdidnttreatitwell.TodayItriedtocleanedupthekeyboard,butIlostaplasticpartthatisusedunderneaththekeys.GoodluckseemsturnedoffbutthingsarehereinaoppsitewaynotasIwishedtoGod(well,ImnotaChristainbutlikealltheHollywoodmovies,Idliketosay"oh,pleaseforGodsakes).
Everythingissoredi...[閱讀全文]
Laptopseemshavinga"bigcomplain"tomeasIdidnttreatitwell.TodayItriedtocleanedupthekeyboard,butIlostaplasticpartthatisusedunderneaththekeys.GoodluckseemsturnedoffbutthingsarehereinaoppsitewaynotasIwishedtoGod(well,ImnotaChristainbutlikealltheHollywoodmovies,Idliketosay"oh,pleaseforGodsakes).
Everythingissoredi...[閱讀全文]
(2006-11-03 21:08:02)
怎麽辦呢？眼看下個星期就要考試了，卻還是有點兒靜不下心來複習。眼看著聽過這個坎兒就好了，可是卻還是有點兒力不從心。
Managementcourses像大山一樣的壓過來，太多的東西要看要背，Auditing也是半桶水這樣，這怕一個不小心就。。。。。還是給自己打打氣，一切都會好起來的，隻要努力的背，那就背吧。[閱讀全文]
Managementcourses像大山一樣的壓過來，太多的東西要看要背，Auditing也是半桶水這樣，這怕一個不小心就。。。。。還是給自己打打氣，一切都會好起來的，隻要努力的背，那就背吧。[閱讀全文]
(2006-10-19 04:58:52)
recently,Imademistakesagainandagain.whatamIdoingnow?whatbeliefsareandwhatIcanbeliefthatarenotporblems.TheonlyonethingIcandoisjustbesmarter,forgetthosewordsandfindoutthetruthbehindthewords.IdidntknowthetruthissoeasytorealizebuthowcomeIdidnotbeawareofthem?
Therealityisreality,thefantasyworldisinthedreams,IdohavedreamsthatIwishthemcanbecometrueandIhopeIamontherightwaytoshapethemtobecometrue.
...[閱讀全文]
Therealityisreality,thefantasyworldisinthedreams,IdohavedreamsthatIwishthemcanbecometrueandIhopeIamontherightwaytoshapethemtobecometrue.
...[閱讀全文]
(2006-10-13 23:23:21)
youaskmetobehappyandtoupmymind,butdoyouknowhowmuchIloveyou
youaskmetobehappyandtopromotemyself,butdoyouknowhowmuchIwantuheretopromotemyselftogether
youaskmetobehappyandtobeconfident,butdoyouknowhowicanbehappylivingwithoutyou
yousaidImademyselftootightandtorestrict,butdoyouknowidowanttorelaxwithyouonly
yousaidIdonthavetoworryaboutyou,butdoyouknowidodeeplyworryaboutyouinsideofme
...[閱讀全文]
youaskmetobehappyandtopromotemyself,butdoyouknowhowmuchIwantuheretopromotemyselftogether
youaskmetobehappyandtobeconfident,butdoyouknowhowicanbehappylivingwithoutyou
yousaidImademyselftootightandtorestrict,butdoyouknowidowanttorelaxwithyouonly
yousaidIdonthavetoworryaboutyou,butdoyouknowidodeeplyworryaboutyouinsideofme
...[閱讀全文]
(2006-10-09 05:29:40)
要考試了，心裏真的是沒底，可是生活還是一樣的在進行。地球也在轉動，沒有因為我停下來就停下來。中秋夜在這麽討厭的夜過完了。然而那種惡心的眼神，那種悶騷的臉，看得我真是想吐。讓我不知不覺地就想對這個惡心的人發脾氣，盡管對我還算是客氣，對我還算是好，可是聽到別人說我和他湊合一下之類的話，心底無窮的惡心厭惡的感覺止都止不住，胃液和胃裏的東[閱讀全文]
(2006-10-03 06:59:59)
once,afriendofmyhadasentencetomeis:it'seasiertounderstandandknowothersratherthanyourself.somehow,heisrightbutIdontthinkso.
whattheinfluencetacticscanIuse?howtoinfluence?howtopromotemyself?clues...........
afteryou,Idontknowhowtotrustothersandlostmyself,kindof.IstillwanttobemebutwhoIam?what'stherightdirectioncanyoupleaseshowmearound?
amonthlater,Iwillhavemyfinaltests,panic,anxious,notco...[閱讀全文]
whattheinfluencetacticscanIuse?howtoinfluence?howtopromotemyself?clues...........
afteryou,Idontknowhowtotrustothersandlostmyself,kindof.IstillwanttobemebutwhoIam?what'stherightdirectioncanyoupleaseshowmearound?
amonthlater,Iwillhavemyfinaltests,panic,anxious,notco...[閱讀全文]
(2006-10-01 12:59:44)
HappyNationalDay~~ohyeah~~~`ButIhavetostartmyunilifeagainforthesecondhalftocompletallthepapers,:(.Alltheassignmentsseemhavedoneandgoingwell,buttherearesomeredtapeneedtocommence~~
aregularday,Iain'tfeelrightANDMADEMYDECISION.Ithoughtsomepeoplereallyneedchangethemselvesinsomepartsofthembecausethatdisgustingbehaviorsmakeanybodysickanduncomfortable.Theuntruegossipsaretrulyindecentandurgly.Thesedef...[閱讀全文]
aregularday,Iain'tfeelrightANDMADEMYDECISION.Ithoughtsomepeoplereallyneedchangethemselvesinsomepartsofthembecausethatdisgustingbehaviorsmakeanybodysickanduncomfortable.Theuntruegossipsaretrulyindecentandurgly.Thesedef...[閱讀全文]
(2006-09-30 00:01:57)
asIwasinmyhometown,IdreamtabouttheamazinglifetimeoverseasliketheotherswholivesinChina.Well,Iamtotallywrong.theunilifeisstillthesamebutjustthelittledifferencesarethelifestyleinthenewplacewhereIhavetoaccomplishmycoursesandcontinuouslycompletemyassignmentsforeachsubjectstilIgetthatdamnpieceofpaper.yeahthatpieceofpaper,notformebutforthedamnsociety'ssakes.alittledrinks(ofcoursenon-alcoholecontained),af...[閱讀全文]
