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(2010-07-21 20:22:18)
已經在外漂了十年，偶爾想要停下來，卻還是沒有找到歇腳的地方…十年前的朋友芸曾說：Ella,你是一隻沒有腳的鳥，會需要一直飛一直飛不停留…十年前聽這些，覺得多淒美呀，就算有點悲壯，就為了那個‘美’字，也值了。再也想不到，十年後，當我還在不停飛的時候，最渴望的就是有一個地方可以讓我落落腳，靠一靠…昨晚去了一個新的夜間班，同事介紹的，叫‘schoolfor[閱讀全文]
(2010-06-12 06:07:54)
很久沒來這裏了，偶爾進來，看到之前信筆留下的回憶，忽然覺得自己在暴斂天物，放著這麽塊淨土，卻不勤力耕耘！
這一年多，付出與收獲都是一籮筐。
在失業之初，先是快快買張去美國的機票，姐姐在那裏很多年了，可是之前的十年裏，我們要麽是在機場擦肩而過，要麽就是在中國的家裏見上幾天。所以想著趁著聖誕期間就業市場暗淡之[閱讀全文]
這一年多，付出與收獲都是一籮筐。
在失業之初，先是快快買張去美國的機票，姐姐在那裏很多年了，可是之前的十年裏，我們要麽是在機場擦肩而過，要麽就是在中國的家裏見上幾天。所以想著趁著聖誕期間就業市場暗淡之[閱讀全文]
(2009-03-24 00:13:52)
失業了，離開了那間給我很多感悟的公司，雖然是件期待之中的事情，那一刻，還是有些失落的，畢竟，我不是還沒有找好下家嘛。
進這家公司是，我是第5名員工，當時想著可以從頭介入一間公司的成長，就很興致勃勃。我的老板，也是公司的創辦人/股東之一，是個有著相當曆史和眼光的企業家，唯一的遺憾是英文說的不地道，所以就找到我了--有律師、金融背景，並持[閱讀全文]
進這家公司是，我是第5名員工，當時想著可以從頭介入一間公司的成長，就很興致勃勃。我的老板，也是公司的創辦人/股東之一，是個有著相當曆史和眼光的企業家，唯一的遺憾是英文說的不地道，所以就找到我了--有律師、金融背景，並持[閱讀全文]
(2007-11-30 14:56:39)
HomeUnlesswefindourrealhomewehavetogoontraveling,wehavetogoonjourneying.Andthemostsurprisingthingisthattherealhomeisnotfaraway.Wemakemanyhomes,andweneverlookattherealhome.Thehomesthatmakeareallarbitrary;theyaresandcastlesorpalacesmadeofplayingcards:justtoystoplaywith,theyarenotrealhomes,becausedeathdestroysthemall.Thedefinitionoftherealhomeisthatwhichiseternal.OnlyGodiseternal,everythingelseistemp...[閱讀全文]
(2007-11-30 14:48:21)
HappinessTherearenooutsidecausesofhappinessorunhappiness;thesethingsarejustexcuses.Byandby,wecometorealizethatitissomethinginsideusthatgoesonchanging,thathasnothingtodowithoutsidecircumstances.Howyoufeelissomethinginsideyou,awheelthatkeepsonmoving.Justwatchit–anditisverybeautiful,becauseinbeingawareofit,somethinghasbeenattained.Nowyouunderstandthatyouarefreefromoutsideexcuses,becausenothinghashap...[閱讀全文]
(2007-11-30 14:16:35)
Whenyouseek,thefutureisimportant,thegoalisimportant.Andwhenyoudon’tseek,thepresentmomentisallthereis.Thereisnofuture,soyoucannotpostpone–youcannotsay,“tomorrowIwillbehappy.”Throughtomorrowwedestroytoday;throughthefictitiouswedestroythereal.Soyousay“Okay,ifI’msadtoday,thereisnothingtobeworriedabout–tomorrowIwillbehappy.”Sotodaycanbetolerated,youcanbearit.Butifthereisnotomorrowandnofutureand...[閱讀全文]
(2007-11-26 04:22:04)
Justasitcomes,itgoes;youcannotholdontoit,youcannotclingtoit.Thebreezecomeslikeawhisper,itdoesnotmakenoise,itdoesnotmakeproclamations,itcomesverysilently,youcannothearit–suddenly,itisthere.Enjoyitwhileitisthere,andwhenitgoes,letitgo.Bethankfulthatitcame,don’tholdanygrudge,don’tcomplain,whenitgoes,itgoes–nothingcanbedoneaboutit.Butweareallclingers.Whenlovecomes,weareveryhappy,whenitgoes,wearever...[閱讀全文]
(2007-11-26 04:11:58)
Therearemomentswhenpeopleshouldbesorelaxed,sowildlyrelaxedthattheydon’thaveanyformalitiestofollow..OnceithappenedthatagreatChineseemperorwenttoseeagreatZenmaster.TheZenmasterwasrollingonthefloorandlaughing,andhisdiscipleswerelaughingtoo–hemusthavetoldajokeorsomething.Theemperorwasembarrassed.Hecouldnotbelievehiseyes,becausethebehaviorwassounmannerly,hecouldnotpreventhimselffromsayingso.Hetoldthe...[閱讀全文]
(2007-01-26 16:00:38)
Theworldisanechoingplace.ifwethrowanger,angercomesback;ifwegivelove,lovecomesback.
Loveshouldnotbedemanding;otherwiseitloseswings,itcannotfly.Itbecomesrootedintheearthbecomesveryearthly;thenitislustanditbringsgreatmiseryandgreatsuffering.Loveshouldnotbeconditional,oneshouldnotexpectanythingoutofit.Itshouldbeforitsownsake--notforanyreward,notforanyresult.Ifthereissomemotiveinit,again,yourloveca...[閱讀全文]
Loveshouldnotbedemanding;otherwiseitloseswings,itcannotfly.Itbecomesrootedintheearthbecomesveryearthly;thenitislustanditbringsgreatmiseryandgreatsuffering.Loveshouldnotbeconditional,oneshouldnotexpectanythingoutofit.Itshouldbeforitsownsake--notforanyreward,notforanyresult.Ifthereissomemotiveinit,again,yourloveca...[閱讀全文]
(2006-10-19 22:53:46)
出國以前的自己，自以為是吃得苦中苦的，可是基本上周邊人的評語就是：你這個糖罐裏泡大的丫頭。聽這樣的評價一隻聽到27歲出國，雖然覺得說話的人拚命用溫暖的笑容掩蓋話中的貶義，可是誰叫我田裏的東西就隻認識有腿的呢，其他土裏冒出的、樹上摘下來的，都一概隻認識放在盤子裏端上桌的樣子。當年讀大學，八人一個宿舍，因為我的這點無知，被狠狠地嘲笑過。痛[閱讀全文]
