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Show me a lie。-a memoir of an episode in poetry forum

(2006-04-01 01:20:13) 下一個


The following is based on an email to a friend with a few changes in wording .

How do I know he lies to hurt me?

He is very precise at wording and knows the difference between blocking ID/IP and deleting posts. In fact in his post to Wang Guan, his first sentence was "You (2ndglance) deleted several of my posts without any warning". The 2nd sentence was "You (2ndglance) even blocked my ID and IP address before".  In his post on the forum yesterday, he tried to mix them up by saying that his posts were deleted therefore it was like blocking. This is an admission of a lie in public.

Furthermore, if he was indeed hurt by my blocking his ID and IP, he would not "second me' happily twice in public on the forum.  If  I were blocked by someone else,  I would not support the guy eagerly in public, who blocked me before.  I am not sure what is going on in his mind. One can not be hurt emotionally by someone while can happily support him in public at the same time or afterwards. One can not happily support someone in public and then one turns around to say he hurt me before by blocked my ID and IP.  (Emotion can not hide. Either you were hurt or you were not hurt.)

Last, he did not say this to himself. He said this to Wang Guan.  If this is not a lie to hurt me, I do not know what is.

Anyway, I have no personal bad feelings against him because he is just an ID to me. But I just do not like lies, and especially those lies that will hurt someone. 

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If he can lie about this, what else can't he lie about? !

PS. I am probably the first or the only one on the forum now who has experienced being permanantly blocked by IP and ID.  Let me tell you what was felt like.  It was like my throat was cut. I wanted to declare my innocence, but I could not hear my voice. It really reminded me of Zhang ZhiXing, whose vocal cord was cut during the culture revolution.  Once you have experienced such blocking, it was not a small trama on your feeling.  You would not ,under any circustance, want to talk vulentarily to that guy who blocked your ID or IP. The reason is you do not betray your own emotion or feelings.   

 

 

 

 

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