jgey的單身日記
隨便寫寫...
昨天試圖用中文寫blog，開了個頭，寫的幾句話文理不通，詞不達意，糾結得很，我的中文寫作水平大概退化到中學水平，連高中都不夠。平時很少有機會講中文，隻有和爸媽打電話時，或者和怡一起的時候。不過，和怡一起的時候，經常是中文裏夾著日文或英文，怎麽說方便就怎麽著，反正我們都明白彼此說的內容，但是用文字來表達感覺且尋求共鳴就需要更高難度的技巧了，我以前會的，現在手生，且沒感覺。語言存在於文化氛圍之中，脫離了文化氛圍，語言就變得蒼白無力，我覺得遺憾，但似乎無能為力。
今天上司不在，難得悠閑。晚上約了同事A吃飯，但還沒確定具體時間。我和A打上周一就開始計劃hang out，結果先是換到周四，然後又換到周一，然後又換到今天，好事多磨，lol，不過我的耐心有點快磨沒了。To be honest, I am a bit nervous, and secrectly hope it wouldn't work out for our schedules today either. We say it's hanging out, but it's kinda like a date, even though we know each other for a while, it's kinda a first date. I mean, we went out before with big group people, and everytime I was totally drunk, hammered drunk, which is very embarrassing. So I already gave up until I bumped into A in Halloween night. He said something like 'Jess why u never talked to me again'... Well, somehow I could feel that he might be interested, I wasn't sure but it wouldn't hurt to give it a try, right? Later A was on block leave, I went to Hawaii for a week, then finally we both back to office, and now trying to arrange a dinner... I don't know, it might be a bad idea, but I can't run away this time.
Next friday, company year party again, I swear this time I am not gonna drink. And the most important thing is, which dress I should pick... Yi will come over this weekend, we gonna have girls night again, and some shopping for my party, and go to the best noodle place in town for my birthday celebration, lol... Yi likes my new apartment very much, her stayover becomes regular now, and I am thinking to charge her for 5 stars hotel fee.
