Dec 12, Sat

I have got enough with countryside life, totally. Booked a cheap hotel in melb CBD next week, cant wait to go back to city life. This trip helped me to clear some confusion so far, one, I am a city girl, which would never change, quiet and peaceful countryside life is not my thing for sure, I cant do it more than 5 days. Two, I dont want kids for now, so no rush for anything. Yesterday I spent a whole day with Jason and his 3-year-old son, Harry, GOSH, its killing me. Harry is very adorable, blondy hair, pure blue eyes, sweet little creature, but with very annoying voice, and he never shut up, I mean NEVER EVER. We spent the whole morning in a small zoo to feed kangaroos, which stinking and so boring, I was trying not to step on kangaroo shits that were everywhere. Jason is a very patient father, for his boy, he went back to buy another 2 bags of food for kangaroos and tried very hard to wake up any animal which had been sleeping, just cos Harry wanted to see them, I would say, leave them alone, its so rude to wake someone up from good sleep, LOL. And to satisfy Harry, Jason had to feed emu with his bare hand, gosh, that hurt! Lucky, there wasnt crocodile around, or maybe Harry would want his dad to jump in and fight with it. And I am very sure, Jason would do it, whatever the boy wants, poor dad. Now I understand why my parents let me stay in the kindergarten for whole weeks when I was little, which saved a lot troubles for them. Afternoon, playing in park, I was bored, again, and started wondering why the hell I thought I would enjoy this kinda life, if I was in city, could have a cup of latte in a nice street cafe, and think abt which restaurant or club I would wanna check out, what dress I would wear... For god's sake, its friday!!!

For dinner choice, 3 take out places, chinese noodle, pizza, and grilled chicken pack. I felt I was almost yelling for proper restaurants... great. One more day, I will go up to the city. Today, Jason will send Harry to his grandparents place, April and Ryan went out, so only Angel and me home now. I like that dog, she is quiet most times, and so easy to deal with, might want a bit attention sometimes, which I can give for sure.

I lost weight here, only a week, how amazing.