10/15 星期一

星期一, S開始full time, 要求9點到辦公室, 我的happy days結束了.

上周, Kevin給我發了個e-invitation, 他的朋友Will在準備一個halloween party. 我看了看'I will go' list, 發現Dave的名字, 打電話問他, 他說他認識Will, well, small community. 看來不少人會去這個party, 我也打算去看看熱鬧, 順便叫上Miho. Rob說Halloween要一起做Jack O'Lantern, 但我估計他不會想去這種"crazy" party, its not his style. 周三yoga結束後, 和Kevin一起吃晚飯. 聽說他還在考慮和他女朋友分手的事情, 他說, "I need a proper reason." "Next girl." 我回答, Kevin笑, "Maybe... you right." 他給我看錢包裏他和女友的大頭貼, 很清秀可愛的小女生, 不知道Kevin怎麽會覺得她"not attractive enough", 大概他喜歡sexy&hot type? 正聊著, Kevin的女友打電話來, Kevin說她每天晚上都會call, 我想, 看來小女生真的很喜歡他, 不過, "上敢子不是買賣".

昨天下午加班, 結束後和Dave一起吃晚飯, 然後在上野公園散步. 老習慣, 先聊工作, 接著是personal life. 我說Rob還在考慮, we are not exclusive yet, Dave說, "well, he doesnt wanna make a mistake, it takes time to commit." 我說我理解, I just realized there was something wrong with my dating pattern. It seems that I have only short-term passion for my date, I fall fast, and get over fast too, can hardly make any of them last long. "Yeah, you already got over me." Dave笑著說, 我也笑. 我覺得, Rob在考慮, 而我也應該更認真的考慮一下這件事, but its not easy for me to be super serious, its like a behavior pattern, tough to change, and how serious I need to be? And there is another issue, it seems that Rob wants a goody-goody lady, that is just so NOT me.


最近特別迷Nickelback的[Rockstar] video, 歌詞有趣得很.