I don’t remember how long we haven’t talk. I saw you just over there, by my side silently. You left me some signals or gestures showing me what’s in your mind. I know you are here with me, even closer than before after all these happened.
Once we talked for half a day through the phone. It is obvious that we like to talk to each other. You would pretend to ask me about my suggestions, but were you really care about my advice? You maybe just want to listen to what I say. That is all right. You don’t need to hide anymore, for I know you. Let’s talk when we have the opportunity and please don’t hesitate to do so. I want to let you know. There are always not many people I can talk to, but I believe in you and I can comfortably talk to you. I feel safe when I tell you what is in my mind exactly.
Dear, you know, sometimes I’m not in a good mood. I don’t know how to express my feeling to you in some special case. I asked myself so many times: what I want and what I should do. However, I still wonder about our destiny, or what will happen to us in the future no far. Also, what will happen to them (these young women and men)? Of courst, we are still young.
Hopefully we will have a wonderful life journey.
生命的熱力在彼此的交融裏發放著讓人目眩的光彩，有緣相逢，幸運有你，但願他日再相聚。
記於7月26日
