0621-letter to Jessica

Hi, how is everything going with you? How is your job searching? Don't worry too much, always keep a balanced mood and everything will go smooth. The best often comes the last. I wanna have your address to mail your jacket to you. The following is 100% trifle, you can omit it. I'm still keeping contact with Zhao Hongda. He calls, not often, but when he does, we ususally talk a lot, for a long time. I feel guilty talking a lot with him, but when we are talking, the only thing I can/want to do is to keep talking. I actually don't want to stop it coz I'm worrying how long shall I wait for his next call or, if he will call again. Though I always wanna hear from him, I feel guilty to pick up the phone first. Funny is that we don't really talk about ourselves, but about you guys, his friends, my friends, other trifles. Sometimes, we fall into silence, I can hear/feel that he is trying hard to find out something to continue our insane talking, maybe me too. But anyway, I just don't want to hang up. I really don't want to complain to you and, in effect, I shouldn't, to you or to anybody. I know I could be strong, and acturally I believe I'm a strong girl(women), but sometimes, I just don't want to be that strong. Except for these trifles, I'm absolutely leading a happy life here. There are teens of LBJer here, they hang out every week, I plan to join them. And my roomate is really good, she likes cooking too, so at least once a week, I could taste some authentic Hawaii cuisine. How is your Cha Shao Su?? Hehe, I believe you can make it. Ok, stop here now. Have a great week!