I changed my screen background to your picutre

I am able to see your smile every time my computer is on.
I know it is a picture taken when you were 5 or 6. I miss the time.
There was none pushing you doing anything, yelling at you.
Your parents did not fight in front of you.
How innocent and naive your smile was by then, like fresh air in a spring morning.
Do you still smile like this now?
My daughter, I will never wipe out the guilty feeling from my mind for what I did to you.
I hope years from now when you grow up, you don't blame me because dad did try his best.

I am sitting at the MacDonalds near the bus station. I have had it for many days.I found the $3 meal is good and cheap.
The temperature is record low again. My car still running.

Hope you have a good night.
Don't cry.