Restless

THere's a monthly meeting with the owner on site tomorrow. Senior CM asked for a schedule (the new super also asked for a schedule). I had not been updating the schedules for long.  I made up a 2 week lookahead, seems all on schedule, except the door schedule.

Had promised the owner to get the door ordered. I know he's going to ask again tomorrow. I have to get the door schedule out. Think I'll work a little late into the night tonight.

Have not been sleeping well lately. Not sure why. Probably lack of motivation, or, maybe it's just towards the end of the year, simply not feel like working.

Checked online, was thinking of going for a phd in management, but found out there is a certificate program/exam I was almost qualified to take. I will need some more working experiences together with some good recommandation letters.

Restless. One way to ease my mind is chess. I plan to play two games each day. I played two games, and won both. I played particularly well on the second, against a better player. .. You perform better with a better opponent. How true. But I was always afraid of playing someone who's assumbly better than me. .. such is fear, when overcome such fear, one could improve quicker.