A little box
I am not used to write diary. I don't know why I decide to do it now. Maybe, the life is too complicated, I am too old, or ...
After I dropped my daughter in the daycare this morning, I went to my cubical. Usually, I put my laptop into the docking station, check emails, and prioritize things for a day. However, today, instead of doing that, I directly went to my boss’s office since checking email and calendar was not important any more here. I was calm and spoke slowly: “I will join another company at January 3rd. Let’s start exit and transition process.” Since my direct report manager has moved out to join another group, we all report to his boss, Mark. Mark is the VP of this department. He likes to ride motorcycle (even go to work) and he is the real driving source of this department. He showed a little puzzled and unhappy. He confirmed with me: “Another company?” I confirmed. Then, we had a little talk about my new job and the last day. I went out with relief. I told myself that it is over.
The reason for my leaving, it is a long story. And, what I will get into is still a mystery. But, I know one thing that I will get into a situation in which I never experienced. It is a kind of mixed feelings, exciting, fear, anticipating, anxious, and etc. The other, one of most important feeling is my personal relationship with Lord Jesus. I’ve never been that close to my Lord. And, I appreciate that he is with me all the time even I do not understand him and his purpose very well.
Since so many things are mixed and this experience will be one of my treasures, I want to log them down for somebody who cares about me (no matter love or hate) or who wants to know me, including myself. It may be the reason that I start writing diary. Or, something else in deep drives me. Or, maybe both of them.
The reason I put it on BLOG at wenxuecity.com is that I go to wenxuecity.com very often. I like it.
