The English Patient

My darling. I'm waiting for you. How long is the day in the dark? Or a week? The fire is gone, and I'm horribly cold. I really should drag myself outside but then there'd be the sun. I'm afraid I waste the light on the paintings, not writing these words. We die. We die rich with lovers and tribes, tastes we have swallowed, bodies we've entered and swum up like rivers. Fears we've hidden in - like this wretched cave. I want all this marked on my body. Where the real countries are. Not boundaries drawn on maps with the names of powerful men. I know you'll come carry me out to the Palace of Winds. That's what I've wanted: to walk in such a place with you. With friends, on an earth without maps. The lamp has gone out and I'm writing in the darkness.

下很大很大的雪，路都堵住了，車被雪掩蓋了，長長地工作了一天的我，終於疲憊不堪地決定，不回家了，在辦公室裏靜靜地過一夜。

想起了前天晚上，也是大雪紛飛，電視裏放英國病人，我很怕看這個電影，因為實在承受不了那種悲傷的壓力。但是又忍不住喜歡裏麵的台詞，表麵如同沙漠幹涸，強忍著，壓抑著，內心卻湧動著岩漿般的壓力，一旦噴發，從此無可挽回。Katherine最後的絕筆，雖然充滿著傷痛和恐懼，卻從沒有對愛人質疑，她知道他在沙漠上跋涉，永遠也不會放棄她，永遠都會回來，將她抱出那個黑暗的岩洞。雖然從沒有海誓山盟，卻是從此把自己的靈魂和希冀無所保留地交在了對方手中。

[落花飄零]

流浪的人群:沒有辦法，苦中作樂阿，不過其實乘著那段時間，沒有打攪的作了很多積壓下來的工作，所以感覺還是好一點。是啊是啊，加州是我的dream state，only if i can find a position.

一程歌：好的電影是會一直鐫刻在心裏的。裏麵的音樂也很感人。

[一程歌]

很感人的電影, 好多年了, 還是印象深刻!!!

[流浪的人群]

無法回家還是那麽有情調，難得！
保重！現在這種情形很能讓我理解你計劃搬來加州的理由。