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Translation of Some of 楊絳《一百歲感言》

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    I am 100 this year, near the end of life. I don't know how
    much further to go, it's not up to me, but I am quite sure
    that homecoming is at hand.

    I would like to flush away the dust gathered over the
    century before I go. At this point, I don't feel smug
    like Confucius looking down from Mount Tai but simply
    live quietly in my own little world. When I think of this,
    I feel peaceful. I shall peacefully welcome each new
    day and get ready.

    In this material world, life is indeed hard. If you try to flee
    from fights, you get bullied still. If you are good at anything
    you rouse resentment and jealousy. Want peace with the
    world? First learn to deal with people. You choose humiliation?
    You get war (Churchill). Even if you are tough, be ready to
    face defeat any time.

    When I was small, I just wanted to play. When young, I
    was lost in love.  Growing up, I worked hard to make a
    living and a name. Getting old, I had to convince myself
    I was doing OK.

    Life fleets. Much ore yields little iron. But one is rewarded
    for the amount of his struggle; punished his sin.

    God does not pour all blessings to one. One may gain
    love but lose wealth, money but happiness, happiness but
    health, and yet health is not everything either.

    To stay grateful is the best way to achieve wisdom and
    purify one's spirit. All true happiness is spiritual. It turns
    suffering into pleasure, a triumph of the spirit over the
    material. This is philosophy.

    Going through different struggles, one collects different
    levels of wisdom and goodness. It's like spices: more
    grinding brings about more flavor. We once craved great
    big things out of life, but in the end found that the most
    beautiful experience was the peace in our hearts. We once
    covetted recognition from the outside, but at last discovered
    that we owned our world from day one and it has nothing
    to do with others.

The Original:

    來自: 柒(你是我時空中永不滅的花朵) 2013-07-05 14:30:43

    我今年一百歲,已經走到了人生的邊緣,我無法確知自己還能走多遠,
    壽命是不由自主的,但我很清楚我快“回家”了。

    我得洗淨這一百年沾染的汙穢回家。 我沒有“登泰山而小天下”之感,
    隻在自己的小天地裏過平靜的生活。細想至此,我心靜如水,
    我該平和地迎接每一天,準備回家。

    在這物欲橫流的人世間,人生一世實在是夠苦。
    你存心做一個與世無爭的老實人吧,人家就利用你欺侮你。
    你稍有才德品貌,人家就嫉妒你排擠你。 你大度退讓,
    人家就侵犯你損害你。你要不與人爭,就得與世無求,
    同時還要維持實力準備鬥爭。你要和別人和平共處,
    就先得和他們周旋,還得準備隨時吃虧。

    少年貪玩,青年迷戀愛情,壯年汲汲於成名成家,暮年自安於自欺欺人。

    人壽幾何,頑鐵能煉成的精金,能有多少?但不同程度的鍛煉,
    必有不同程度的成績;不同程度的縱欲放肆,必積下不同程度的頑劣。

    上蒼不會讓所有幸福集中到某個人身上,得到愛情未必擁有金錢;
    擁有金錢未必得到快樂;得到快樂未必擁有健康;
    擁有健康未必一切都會如願以償。

    保持知足常樂的心態才是淬煉心智,淨化心靈的最佳途徑。
    一切快樂的享受都屬於精神,這種快樂把忍受變為享受,
    是精神對於物質的勝利,這便是人生哲學。

    一個人經過不同程度的鍛煉,就獲得不同程度的修養、不同程度的效益。
    好比香料,搗得愈碎,磨得愈細,香得愈濃烈。我們曾如此渴望命運的波瀾,
    到最後才發現:人生最曼妙的風景,竟是內心的淡定與從容……
    我們曾如此期盼外界的認可,到最後才知道:世界是自己的,與他人毫無關係。

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暖冬cool夏 回複 悄悄話 上班時間不幹活,花了一下午翻了翻。剛剛post到我的博客,歡迎指正。剛剛讀了你的,你的顯然比我好,尤其是中間部分,我太stick to字母意思了。i have a long way to go. Will edit a bit later one.thank you!
7grizzly 回複 悄悄話 回複 '暖冬cool夏' 的評論 :
Great and looking forward to reading your version. Some say the original article was not from Yang but I don't care.
暖冬cool夏 回複 悄悄話 等哪一天有空,我也來嚐試翻一翻,故暫不看你的。
7grizzly 回複 悄悄話 錢鍾書夫人楊絳先生去世 享年105歲
7grizzly 回複 悄悄話 回複 'mzl9876' 的評論 :
Don't know much about either ... sweating ;-)
But Yang's revelation above hit the spot for me ;-)))
mzl9876 回複 悄悄話 我一直感覺楊的才遠大於其夫君。
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