茉莉香玉
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(2010-03-04 14:26:59)
Niuniuisreallygrowingbig.somanypplwouldthinkthatshelookslike11or12yearsoldgivenherheight.yet,sheisalittledealinggirltomealways..acoupleweeksago,inoticedthatsheismorecaringaboutherlooking..shewasinshower,andasalways,singingintheshowerandhavingagoodtimeallbyherself.andididnotbothertocheckonher.thenatdinner,iwaslookingather,andrealizedthathereyeslookedsomewhatdifferent.andiaskedherwhatdidshedowithher...[閱讀全文]
(2009-10-12 12:45:03)
Iknowthatonedaywheniamreallyold,iwillberegrettfulformanythings.onethingidon'tunderstandmyselfisthatifeellikeiamlivingforothers.Idothingsnotnecessarilyformyself,rathertomakeothershappy.butthetruthisthatothersareprobablynotnecessarilyhappywithwhatididforthem,somaybeitshouldjuststayastrytobehappymyselfbuttrynottoupsetothers.ontheotherends,afewtimesididthingsinmyownway,withoutaskingpermissionfromother...[閱讀全文]
(2009-07-23 15:14:49)
iremembertheconceptofpersonalspacewasintroducedtomebyJoewhenifirstlivedinwiththeRiley's.Katie,beinga4yroldwassoclosetomeandenjoyedplayingwithmealot.iwasofcourse,sohappythatwegotalongsowelluntilonedayJoehadaseriousconversationwithme..hetoldmethatKatiewasalittlebitupsetasiwastooclosetoherwhenweplayortalkphysically.heaskedmeifiknowwhat"personalspace"meant..ididnotknow.theconversationmademequiteuneasy...[閱讀全文]
(2009-05-14 15:05:32)
iguessmostpeopleviewmeasaprettysuccessfulbusinesswoman..andiam,justrelativelyspeaking.whatcontributestomymodestsuccessisthefactthatialwaysusescommonsense.inbusiness,youdealwithpeople,nomatteryourboss,yourpeeroryoursubordinate,oryouropponants,andyouwanttofigureoutthatwhatmattersmosttothem..thinkingintheirshoes.yet,recentlyirealizedthatthenewgenerationisformingthatihavebeenbecomingmoreandmoretheseni...[閱讀全文]
(2009-05-03 10:26:24)
forthefirsttime,myhubbyandiwentgolfing.itwasreallyaverynicefridayafternooninits70s..feelslikethebestspringdayeven,yetsummerisnottoofar.wetookalessontogether,andspentagooddealoftimeonthedrivingrangetopracticeswing.iactuallyenjoythatpartalot.thenweplayedabout5holes.theweatherwasperfact,thewindblowingyetnottoocold;thelandscapeofthegolfcourseissosoothingandallgreen,nowondersomanypeoplefallinlovewithth...[閱讀全文]
(2009-05-03 10:23:33)
wefinallytaughterourgirlhowtoplaymajiangaboutacouplemonthsagoaftershehadlearnedhowtoplaymexicantrain.ithinkmexicantrainwasagoodpre-causeformajiang.atanyrate,itwasnotthathardtoteachherandwehavebeenplayingalotsincethen..alwaysonfridayeve..ienjoyfridayeveafterawholeweekofhardworking.shewasagoodlearnedandpickedupreallyquick.sofar,thereareafewoccasionsthatshereallysosurprisedus..1)consecutivelywinninga...[閱讀全文]
(2009-02-16 11:03:16)
idont'thinkiamagooddaughter.Iamveryclosetomyparents,atleastfrommyheart.yetmarriageanddistancecreatessomegapsbetweenus.Ienjoytalkingwithmyparents,especiallymymomonthephone,ori'dalwayswishtogobackeachyeartoseethem.justwalkingonthestreetorshoppingtogether,orsittingatthedinnertable.allthedetailsoflifemakesthememoryunforgettable.momlikestotellmethatsheisalwaysmissingme,andshelovesmedeeply.iamkindoffeel...[閱讀全文]
(2009-01-27 11:01:24)
hubbyrealizedthatiwasnotsohappyyesterdaywheniwentbackhome...askedwhatwaswrong..icouldn'tsayexactly,itwasjustafeeling..ifeellikeaemptysoulwalking...lifeisprettymeaninglesswithgoodpassion..iusedtohavepassionformanythings,andthinkingpositively..butnotanymore..[閱讀全文]
(2009-01-26 15:13:43)
anothernewyear!butthisisthe15thnewyearthatididnotspendwithmyparents.thisyearithitmesobadlyaboutbeingherewithoutmyparents..inlawsaredifferent..wehavefriendsoverfordinner,andispendtheweekendthinkingofthemenuandreallygotnervouscookingoutfromthecrowd...afterabusydaywhentheguestsleft,ifeelsoemptymindedaswhatisreallythetruemeaningoflife/isitreallysomuchfortobespendingtimewithfriendsthataremorefromthein-...[閱讀全文]
(2009-01-22 15:21:42)
iranintoafriendyesterdayonthewayhome.chattedandhementionedaPAtradethathewasinandoutforthedayandyieldhugeprofit,morethanmostworkingclasses'bonusforayear.thenhewentonhalf-waycomplainingaboutthathiswifeseemsindifferentandnotinterestedwiththeprofithemade..saidthathewishedshecouldbemoregratefulaboutthetrades..guessasihavetowork7/11dailyandyetwithoutsuchahugewindfall,iwasalittlebitjealousofhiswifewhodoe...[閱讀全文]
