can't sleep

it's 4am...after feeding Adam since around 2am, I just couldn't go back to sleep. Nothing really bothers me, well, I just don't feel tired. It's not a good feeling though since I know there is another busy day ahead of me. I also know that I need to keep my energy level high, for my son.

Having a child is really the best thing have ever happened to me. Looking at his peaceful face, sometimes I want to cry. I thank God everyday for giving me such a wonderful experience. I've been really tired these days. But at the mean while, I've been so so happy!

Adam is 11 weeks now, I counted each day after he was born. He looks different each day and each day is new to me. From 7lb9ounce to 14lb6ounce, from 21in to 25 1/4 in, such an amazing change! I love you, Adam! Sleep well.

I have read how much people hate to get up to feed their children. I don't. I love it! sometimes, I can't wait till he is awake. I enjoy the feeling that he needs me. I enjoy feeding him. I enjoy looking at him. Without getting up during the night, i would be missing him so badly! I love you, Adam!