Your peculiar story reminds me of Charles Noland, featured by Tom Hanks in the movie "Cast Away", who, when finally making himself back to civilization after having been "cast away" on a remote island for years, feels confused and lost, finds no sense of where and how to move on. Luckily though, a pretty cowgirl in Montana goes to his salvation.
I wonder how you would, after this particular experience, settle yourself again in a routine daily life with no clear destination ahead. The challenge could be a lot more daunting than what you encountered on this long and remarkable journey.
In case you were feeling uncertain as is Mr. Charles Noland, Alaska appears to be a promising land, I suppose? Be well after all.