I felt terrible ever since I got drunk the night before I left HZ. I couldn't remember how I got back to the hotel. I was supposed to meet some fellow hikers on the north peak. But I got tired after the first hill and went down to the tea museum. I haven't been feeling right ever since.

We went camping last weekend. I didn't drink at all. I am done with drinking forever. There is no point in it. I can feel my age more and more often. I can't afford to abuse my body anymore. I will exercise daily and take fish oil everyday.

I also feel there is a big part of my life missing. There have been many times when I wanted to pick up the phone and call. But I can't.

My son is doing great. I love playing cards with him. It feels great to see him having fun.