AFTER READING MICKEY IN THE NIGHT KITCHEN FOR THE THIRD TIME BEFORE BED I'm in the milk and the milk's in me ... I'm Mickey!
My daughter spreads her legs to find her vagina: hairless, this mistaken bit of nomenclature is what a stranger cannot touch without her yelling. She demands to see mine and momentarily we're a lopsided star among the spilled toys, my prodigious scallops exposed to her neat cameo. And yet the same glazed tunnel, layered sequences. She is three: that makes this innocent. We're pink! she shrieks, and bounds off. Every month she wants to know where it hurts and what the wrinked string means between my legs. This is good blood I say, but that's wrong, too. How to tell her that it's what makes us--- black mother, cream child. That we're in the pink and the pink's in us.
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