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you ask me to be happy and to up my mind, but do you know how much I love you you ask me to be happy and to promote myself, but do you know how much I want u here to promote myself together you ask me to be happy and to be confident, but do you know how i can be happy living without you you said I made myself too tight and to restrict, but do you know i do want to relax with you only you said I dont have to worry about you, but do you know i do deeply worry about you inside of me you said I should be proud of myself, but do you know i cannot help myself to be proud without you
I really really really miss you, I deeply deeply deeply want you here I have a lot of thing want to tell you, but I dont know where I can start to express myself I dont know whom I can trust like you who let me know what the unconditional love is I dont know whom I can trust like you who will always be here support me unconditionally you dont know you are my everything right now I want to cry in your arms again like I did when I was little I want to share all happinesses and sadnesses with you I want to do shopping with you and buy a lot of clothes to you like I was there with you helping you to pick up clothes I want to watch when you are doing everything then I will be extremely happy I want to do a lot of things with you but I cannot go back I will commite my promises for you, mom |
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