50 is pretty old

Check the demography of the country's population, 75% of women are younger than 49.

So yeah, old is old. There's no need to try to hide it. I tell everyone looks like in their 20s and early 30s I am old enough to be their mother. Why? A lot women around me are already grandmas in their mid 40s. By the time they're in their 70s, they are already great grand mothers!  So yeah, I am 49 and almost half century old. Too bad I haven't become grandma yet. If I had a child at 25 years old, I should be having grandkids by now. Very, very much likely but didn't happen.

My youngest child is only 4.5 years old. I won't be able to have grandkids for a long, long time.