Julia, I am praying.........

Today she was late. I started to worry about what could happen to her. I felt restless. “Incidentally” I was told to do a demo this afternoon. But my mind was just not there.  A sense of sadness filled me entirely. It seemed to me nothing means without her.

Although later she came, I couldn’t put myself together. I failed the demo.

It sounds funny. But I am wondering and trying to figure out what is wrong with me. I am praying.