no, you are not sick, you are just in the wrong forum.

This is romance forum, we put love first, if you ask people in finance, house forum ect, you will get different answer. Just kidding.

Well, it is normal for people to want every good thing in life, but if one has to choose between love and money, I would guess most people will choose love, so you are very lucky to have a hu*****and who loves you very much.