我的淚水止不住，因為隻有我一個人再次聽到生命的鍾聲，

昨天在shower，淚水停不下來

為什麽神眷顧我，讓我可以過一個正常人的生活

就像孤兒院的孤兒，渴望被領養過一個正常孩子的生活，

我們的要求真的不高，just to be able to live a normal life, to live.

I never go back to the hospital to visit again because I can not face the people I left behind.

Why me? What did I do so special to deserve a 2nd chance in life. Why not other teens deserve that chance? I was such a hypocrite. Yet, I was the only one who hear the ticking sound of the clock in life again.