回複:徘徊在出軌的邊緣
i was in the same situation three years ago. i was so attracted to him and i could clearly feel that we were getting closer and closer. i kept rejecting the yearning in my heart until one day i was stuck in the traffic, and all of sudden it occurred to me that it's already too late. so i let myself fall. the next three years has been a roller coaster, the happiness is way too short, while the waiting is excruciating. been through the hell a dozen times. it's so complicated. can't find a way out, can't go back either. all i can say is good luck and be strong. you are not alone.