某某unfortunately I'm thinking of you again

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阿樂,你又一次不幸地被我想起

 - 餘秀華

 

我不敢把我的心給你

怕我一想你,你就疼

我不能把我的眼給你

怕我一哭,你就流淚

我無法把我的命給你

因為我一死去,你也會消逝

我要了你身後的位置

當我看你時,你看不見我

我要了你夜晚的影子

當我叫你時,你就聽不見

我要下了你的暮年

從現在開始釀酒

 

Lovers often say to each other

I want to give my heart to you

But I cannot

I fear that

with my heart in you

you will ache so often, each time I miss you

 

I cannot 

give my eyes to you either

since

when I cry

the salty tears will come out of you

 

I'm willing to give you my whole life

but I cannot

since

this feeling will kill me

and kill you too

 

carefully, I took a seat behind you

so you'll take my whole sight

but I'll be invisible to you

 

I want to steal your shadow during the night

so you cannot hear me

no matter how loud I'm calling you

 

If I can only be with you when you're old

from now

I'll start to wait for that moment...