I am not me （求中譯）

I am not me

 

Loneliness: awaiting in the deep darkness of the night;

Sorrowfulness: hiding in the corner of the heart;

Before I know it, I get hold of so much of time;

Plenty enough, To give chances to both of them.

 

Once again, deeply, fiercely,

They erode me, they attack me.

 

Letting me awaken in cry, tears rinsing my long hair;

In music, I am expecting and waiting for the dawn.

 

Am I not tired enough, not tired enough to fall asleep right away at my cot?

Am I not busy enough, not too busy to have time to sleep?

 

When, at what time, can I really get relieved?