How can I survive?????????

I lost my job last year and I used up my OPT, right now my hu*****and bit me and bad mouth me from morning until night, because he told me I put a huge pressure on him (he has a job now). everyday he will ask me d"o you find a job????" then starting to complain me and looking at down me, anyway, I already tried to kill myself once in the early this year, but he found it. I have a daughter, I don't want ot leave too bad memory for her whole life, he often said you hav no job, you and your daughter will be prosedute for the rest of your life? I really tried , but I have no GC and I am in a small down in the souther small agri. state, no interview chance for me even, how I should deal with this jerk????????? please help?? He always like this whatever he meets difficulties.