according to what you

described, I would never beat you if you were my wife.

I think I am definately different from your hu*****and.

The relation of wife and hu*****and is complicated, and depend on both, not on one side. And it is difficult
to always keep "awake".

It is different from relation with others. If I dislike
others, I may avoid meeting them. But wife is different,
you have to face her unless divorce.