（原創）That's Just How I Am

我好久沒有上壇子來了。今天發現蜀風班班已經退休了，班委會新來了霞風班長——感謝蜀風一直以來的辛勤付出，也歡迎新班長的加入，為唱壇無私奉獻！我今天發一首英文送給兩位新老班長，也請唱壇的小夥伴們一起聽歌！

這首歌是因為在小紅書上跟帖閑聊而寫成的歌。歌中主人公其實是個男生，但我自己以第一人稱唱了女聲版的，感覺還不錯呢。這是我第一首Indie/Alternative Rock風格的詞曲作品，前兩天剛寫成，沒怎麽練習，語言和音樂方麵都有一些瑕疵。比如，wander發成了wonder，forest把t吞掉了，quiet的t一激動就重了，聽起來像d；情緒方麵也可以處理得再細膩一些。音樂方麵，發聲位置還需要改進，有幾處節拍太自由了，雖然氣息控製比以前好多了，但音準可以再優化，最後倒數第三個“calls out to me"的me也沒穩住…… 不管怎麽樣吧，作為初版demo，我自己也還是很開心的，我居然還唱出了搖滾的撕裂音，LOL，這確實是非常特別的第一次。

今天是三月最後一天，明天就正式進入四月了——April shower brings May flowers，祝大家春日快樂！

Thats Just How I Am

Music/Lyrics/Performed by: Aubrey Morrow 暮子默
Arrangement generated by: Suno

I never look for love in crowds
Never drown in rainy doubts
Alone, I wander, come and go
Never expecting you to come this close

My hidden heart
A misty forest in the dark
I stand in silence
No one can reach my softest part

That’s just how I am
That’s just how I am
When you come, I'll still be right here
When you go, I'll still be right here

That’s just how I am
That’s just how I am
Only one can stir a ripple in my sea
If it’s you, even the ocean wind calls out to me

Not everyone can see that far
The quiet world behind my heart
Not everyone can hear that deep
The echo buried inside of me

That’s just how I am
That’s just how I am
Only one can stir a ripple in my sea
If it’s you, if its you,
Even the ocean wind calls out to me
(Calls out to me)
Calls out to me
(Calls out to me)
Calls out to me
Calls out to me