thanks!! but.......

Thank you so much!!! i talked to the staff in our school, who is in charge of all the F-1 stduent. He suggested me go back this winter since i have been in U.S for a long time. the longer i stay here, the more risky my trip will be. and i think i am going to apply for Phd program in U.S, which means i can't finish my study in at least 9 years. i can't stay here for 9 years without seeing my family at all. plus, my grandma is very sick now. my grandfather just passed away this summer. so, i really want to go back to see those people i love. do you think i will get into troubles in China? i don't know what to do..........