I can't bring little kid to go, he is a premature!!

He was born early more than 8 weeks. Altough the hardest time has passed, but we have to take care of him very much very much very much.
Did you call 9-11? do you know the feeling of waiting 1 mitute to seem one year? My family called 9-11 for him because of no breath after coming home from hospital. I will never forget the day,1/1/06---New Year Day!!!!!!!
I only hope your guys can understand my decision: I will go back to China and see my mom at the last mimute, it is better if my old son goes back with me together.
Anyway, I appreciate all guys who gave me uslful ideas or suggestions.
Have a nice day
Pooroldman