回複:回珊瑚礁和桑歌
like what you said and a great exploring mind you have. the questions you have are hard to answer, but that can be the beauty of life: we zigzag our way to Something .
maybe there are a lot of approaches to some abstract and deep topics, but yours is artistic and sincere as well as experimental. :)
everyone can draw or paint. visual art is simply another way for "searching". maybe you would be interested in Outsider art.
Good luck.