Hmm, one suggestion for you.

Set up a pig farm as the PKUer did( in downstairs post) and sell pork. Hahaha, just kidding.

Seriously, work is important but it is not everything. Move you attention away from work just a little bit. Then you will be relaxed and be able to consider other possible choices. Maybe one day your 鴻鵠之誌 will come true.