I wish to go, but I have to work overtime.I shed tears

I wish to go, but I have to work overtime because I can not swap my shift with other workers.
I have to work hard as I wish to send all my 3 bright kids to
selective schools. I already have sent one boy, one girl to selective schools now. My boy is in sydney boy, my girl is in Fort Street.
What a shame! I want to Cry loud.I shed so much tears today that my tears can fill up a swimming pool .