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(2007-07-28 21:30:13)
Feelings,strangefeelings.Nowaytogo.[閱讀全文]
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(2007-05-01 15:34:07)
It'sbeenawhilenotwritinganything.Busy,onemainreason.Triedtoberelax.Triednotaskingtoomuch,orevennotaskingatall.Triedtopullmyselftogether,andmoveon.Triednottalking.Itseemsitworked.Thingsstartedtobounceback.IhavespentmoretimeandenergytofocusonwhatIneedtodo,notwhatIwanttodo.Thingsstartedtogetdone.
Wenttoourgroupactivity.Talkingabouthowtoimprovetherelationship.ImemtionedthatIwaswilllingtospendsomet...[閱讀全文]
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(2007-04-10 20:25:42)
Deathandlifeinthepowerofyourtongue.FromBible.Whyalltheseneverbeendigestedbyhumanbeing?Sameorsimilarproverb.LiketheSunandtheMoon,liketheworld,fromonegenerationtonext,repeatitself.Andyet,wedonotunderstandit,nottakeit,untilwefall,
Letmefall.letmefall,...whosesong?Thatyoungkid.Yes,Idonotrememberhisname,youngwithun-matchingvoice.Languageisalwayslikeonelayeroffilter,madeyouawayfromwhoyouare,whatyouf...[閱讀全文]
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(2007-03-29 19:57:23)
Today,listenedtoJamesBlunt's'You'rebeautiful'and'GoodbyeMylove'again.Stillcannothelpcrying.Whatmakshissongsotouchingtome?What?Iaskedmyself.Yes,maybeitisthatconflicts:Iloveyou,Iswearthat'strue...Goodbyemylover.Love,butcannotgetit.You'rebeautiful,itistrue,you'rebeautiful.butIwillneverbewithyou.Let'sfacethetruth...Ihavegottheplan.IwatchedMTV.Hejumpedtoariver,suicide!Ithitmehardinside.[閱讀全文]
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(2007-02-06 19:15:39)
Afterallthesedays,upanddown,workandhome,Ihit,onceagain,thebottom,andstartedtoup.Alotofenergyneededtokeepthespiritup,butIamtrying.Don'twanttogiveupyet.[閱讀全文]
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Morethanoncetotellmyself.Icannotbebeaten.Ihavemydaughter,sheneedsmeandIhaveresponsibilitytoraiseher.AndIloveher,andshelovesme.
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(2007-01-25 20:23:06)

Therewillbetomorrow.Ineedtothink,think,think.WhatamIgoingtodowithmytomorrow???[閱讀全文]
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(2007-01-24 19:49:57)
Afewdaysago,wacthed'EverybodyLovesRaymond'.Oneclipclickedme.Raymond'smomcomplainedshelivedinalovelessmarriage.Hisdadwassoupsetandbrokehernewglasses.Momwas,then,thinkinghelovedher,evenheignoredhercomments,ignoredherfeelings,ignoredherall,buthelovedherbecausehisreactionoverherlovelessmarriage.Ifeltthatissowomenishthinking.Lookslikeyouhavetoreceivesuchreactionstoprovetheloveyoudreamed.Icanseemyselfin...[閱讀全文]
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(2007-01-22 20:51:01)
Livedhereformorethanadecade.Stillgoingbackandlookingthroughallthedustofmymemories.Memoriesabouthim,aboutthetimeIwaslosinghim,aboutthesadfeelingseverytimeIlookedathimandknewIwouldbeleaving,losingcontact,nevercouldcomeback.Holdinghisheadwhenhewasasleep,knowingtherewouldbenochancetoholdhimanymore....HowIcouldholdmydecisiontocometoNorthAmerica?Howstrongatthattime?ormaybejustnumbed.Love,finallylostinmy...[閱讀全文]
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