That I Am

Passion to life is like wings to the airplanes. Only when the arms of passion open up, the flight of life take off.
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SinceImovedBobooutofmybedandsingledfroma"marriagebed",IfoundIwakeupinthemorningsfreshandreadytosingorinrealitygetdressedevenwhenIwenttobedthenightbeforeat1:00am.ThequalityofsleepIgetnowissomuchbetter.IwonderedhowIwasnotawareofhowmuchitactuallydisturbedmyqualityoflife.
Iamadecentsleeper,notoverlysensitivebutcapableofhearingandwakingupquickly.UnlikealotofnewMoms,Iwasalwaysverysureofmyselfnothurt...[閱讀全文]
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IboughtBoboa20inchbikefromaProbikeshopbackinAprilbecauseshewantedabikethathashandbrakes,butsheisabitshortformostofthebikeofthatsize. Iwantedtomakesuresheissafewithwhateverweendedupwith. Theveryfirstday,inthe45Fwindyrain,Bobowasdeterminedtoridehernewbike. Shedidn'thaveanyproblematalldespitetheobviouscontrastofherlittlebodyagainstthismonstroussizebike. Shewasateasewiththehandbrak...[閱讀全文]
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(2009-06-23 00:51:24)
Fridayafternoon,Idashedoutofworkat3:40toruntothebankforsomecashtopaythebabysitter.TocelebratethestartofsummerandtoallowBoboachancetoenjoythefreedomofsummerlikeotherkids,Isignedherupforsoccercampinthemornings,andarrangedtohaveVonibabysitherfortheafternoons.

Thewholeweek,shedidn'thavetogotodaycare.Bobofeltsospecialthatneighborstoldmeteasinglythatshewas"anti-social"--Shedidn'twanttoplaywithn...[閱讀全文]
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SkippingoutofFredMeyertoday,Boboglancedatthetoyhorseattheentranceandsighedtoherself:Ishouldn'thaveburiedthequartertoday...Withthat,shemovedonandkepttalkinglikeshealwaysdoesinherawakehours.
IpausedatwhatIheard,andcan'thelpbutask:whatdoyoumeanyoushouldn'thaveburiedthequartertoday?
Boborespondedthewaysherespondstoallmyother"whatdoyoumeanby..."questions,justmatteroffactwithnoparticularemotiono...[閱讀全文]
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(2009-05-28 23:08:05)
AfterputtingBobodowntosleep,Icamedownstairssittingonthecouchwithalaptoponmylap. AwebsitewithbeautifulviolinmusicofsongsbyTeresaTangwasplaying. Oh,howIlovebeautifulmusic,especiallywithclassicalinstruments. Violinmusicisclosesttohumanvoice. Itissobeautifullyexpressiveandtouching. Ifeltthetunecomingstraightfrommyownvoice,myownmindandmyownheart.

Theoldsongs,theoldtune...[閱讀全文]
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(2009-05-19 22:27:15)
Iwasstandinginfrontofthesink,washingtimesandtimesagainthesink,theoneneverendinglastpairofchopsticks,plates,knives,spoonsandsuch.  ItoccuredtomeIwasnotimpatient;IwasnottryingtofinishitfastsoIcouldmoveontodosomethingelse. Iwashthemastheycome. Iwasheverypieceofdishesasifitwasthefirstandthelastdish. Theeasenessandsimplecomfortofdoingallthesecaughtmyownattention. Ican'thel...[閱讀全文]
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(2009-05-18 20:44:18)
Thereisnohigherdegreeofhappinessthanpeace--soIthoughttomyself.



Inthelivingroomsittingcomfortablyonthecouch,withacomputeronmylap,IwastryingtothinkwhatIwantedtodowhenInoticedsomethingenticing,somethingthataskedmetodonothing. Theairisthickening,andtheskyisdarkening. Thewindstartedtopickupinanticipateofarainydaytomorrow. Treearedancingfreely,butnottoowild. Sounds...[閱讀全文]
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(2009-05-14 00:17:22)
Disclaimer:IamaChineseandwillalwaysbeaChinese.

Seldomthereareeventsinlifethatclearlygroupyourfriendsforyoulikeadivorce. Ineverexpectedmyfriendstochoosesides,andIdon'tthinkitisfairforanyfriendstohavetochoosethesideeither. However,itturnsoutpeopledochoosetheiractionsandtheirsides,andyouendupgroupthemtodifferentbucketsfromthenon.


TrueFriends: thisgroupofpeoplesta...[閱讀全文]
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