Today is a real mess up day,london is a mess and sad and big bombs and everything. Just On the road which I am living, there was a bank robbery. Policemen were everywhere, choppers were flying around my head everywhere. Everybody is in fear.

I already write about I was reading and watching the movie and book about "fight club" about last few weeks, the chaotic views of my imagination had already became ture, It is like to experience the whole "fight club" thingy in reality. what a coincidence !!

I am wondering, Did taylor plan everyting, Is it all a part of "project mayhem". Or it is a hallucination which I produced by my brain to satisify my needs. Who knows, whatever!!! After all , we all God's middle child, so be it!!!