I can hardly wait to hold you,

Feel my arms around you.

How long I have waited,

Waited just to love you,

Now that I have found you,

Don't ever go. (Diana Krall)
  

Knowing that dating site was because of YM; knowing YM was because of Wenxuecity. She once left a message on my blog that she is a single mom in Montreal with a little girl and maybe we can become friends. I added her to my MSN, and then we started to chat online, online only and became friends indeed.

One day, she was very happy and told me that she had met someone known from a dating site. He was the second man she met from that website, and he satisfied her completely. She continually encouraged me to register there as well.

One night after chatting with her, I went to visit that website. As always, there are some fields asking for the basic information, such as City, Sign, Height, Age, Ethnicity, Body Type, Religion,  Smoke or not, Want kids or not,  Man or Woman you are seeking to, What relationship is looking for, etc. Then come Interest and About You section.

Not sure energized by what, I was in such a good mood to open a profile immediately and found myself no difficulties to write the following directly there at once (God knows that I always feel headache to write those kind of self introduction).  I only did some minor editions afterwards.
 
Interest: Traveling, Photographing, Dancing, Writing and Sports

Nowadays, almost everyone might say that he/she likes to travel, likes to take pictures and likes whatever I have claimed as my interests above. However, when I said it, I really meant it. I haven't traveled to many countries, but most of those countries that I have ever been are very big. Therefore, in terms of area, I've been more than 1/3 of the global continents. My goal is to reach 1/2 and more; of course, 100% is only an unrealizable dream. :)

I like to write, most of time in my mother language, Chinese. I like to dance, but haven't danced for a long time, especially for those ballroom dances. I like lots of sports, e.g. badminton, bowling, bicycling, tennis, rock climbing, swimming, etc, however, unfortunately, due to the physical constrainers (not tall and strong), I'm not professional at any of them. :(

Moreover, I like to take pictures, not only using a nice camera, but also using my eyes and my heart. So my pictures show my values, attitude and style toward the world, people and life.

ohoh...I have said so much, but nothing about my personality yet. It's easy to put a lot of descriptive words here. But, I think, it might be better for you to figure out by yourself later on. Don't you think so? :))

因為校園戀情戀出來的是一個極想結婚的小孩，所以，婚姻有得算是蠻早的，可惜是很短命。之後的十多年裏，當然也有這樣那樣的故事，不過全是失敗收場，傷的體無完膚。有很長一段時間，雖然因為好強的性格，表麵上一如既往的風風光光，心裏疼得無以複加；人前照例活潑開朗，人後日日以淚洗麵。這也是當初突然毅然決定出國的緣由之一。

出國前去了一趟西藏，悟了不少。待出到外麵，發現了自己想要的生活，心裏也越來越平靜。後來有了小朋友，就更是安安心心地一個人過日子了。其實本身我就不是一個可以把找另一半當任務來完成的人，所以，一直都並沒有真正去 ——找 —— 過。不過，以前雖然也是個很獨立的人，精神和感情上卻總是很渴求依賴，以歌兒的話說，就是總覺得自己是為愛而生。後來的領悟引來了我的放棄，放棄了心裏對感情依賴的期盼，於是，心就安了。心安了，日子也就快樂起來；日子快樂起來，生活也就精彩起來。除了很偶然很偶然的時候，完全沒有了一個人的失落。

很長一段時間，直到現在，我MSN的留言一直掛著這麽一句話：If a woman lives for love, she will eventually lose it; if she lives for a life, she will eventually get what she wants most –love. 掛上去的時候隻是為了鼓勵自己，因為那時候我根本看不到我的愛會在哪裏. 不過，就一直相信，他會在那裏，就等我們可以相遇的那天。現在繼續掛在那裏，是為了鼓勵朋友們，因為至少有一個活生生的例子驗證了它。